Mood:Defiant
Topic: Don't trouble yourself
S.O.C.: "Going down in Flames" by 3 Doors Down (Perfect song)

"I read it somewhere, those who commit adultery, gays and those who do it with animals are all condemed to death. Also Incest. Cruel isn't it, they think they it's other people's problems...try being in my shoes." Setsuna Mudo Angel Sanctuary Volume One

Setsuna was right. Some people just need to mind their own damned business. I read this this morning and it got my attention and then this girl in 4th block triggered an instant reply. She was talking about one of the girls at Bradwell who is gay. I happen to know this girl from last year. I mean she's a little off, kinda annoying, but nothing serious you know? But this girl was just talking trash about how Unchristian it is to be gay and that she had told that other girl that and how she should repent and go back to the Lord...blah blah blah....

So I got her attention and asked her why did she care. She said it was her Christian duty to lead people back to Jesus if they wen astray. I then asked her if she believed that Gos would punish people that were gay. She ardently replied that most definately that it was unholy. Now people number one I'm sick and my voice has gotten deep with phlem and what have you so when I talk no matter how light hearted I may be I sound husky and dangerous. I looked at her hard with something that has been dubbed my glare and quickly stated that to my understanding Jesus advocated love and compassion not persecution and pretense. I asked her if she hap a road map to God I could see to prove that she was going the right way because by the look of things she wasn't practicing what she preaches so she called me a heathen and that God would probably send me straight to hell because I mocked her. I laughed at her and said well then I'll thank you to let God Judge me and not a mere mortal like you. She got madder and yelled that I wasn't worthy to speak the name of God. I shrugged my shoulders and told her that I thought God should be the decider of that. She then promptly stormed to the other side of the room and pretended I didn't exsit.

I mean really good Lord! Those kinda people really piss me off. Act like they've never done anything wrong! If you wanna help people don't tell them how to run their damn lives Jesus....I mean everyone has their own internal struggles to deal with why do you feel the need to add to that? Some people don't need to trouble themselves with my affairs/the affairs of others unless their house is in order....I wish I could remember what Dan said about that it was really good but I can't. Anyway....I just don't understand that. Those are those Fanatic people! I surprised she didn't pull out holy water or throw a Bible at me. The nerve! She was basically like well you and your heathen friends are all going to hell! Grr to think such fine people like you guys you caring loving lot to be condemned for something so irrelevant as sexual preference--the nerve! Well you know what? I'd rather go to hell in their fine company then go to heaven with someone like that girl.

::hops angrily, and paces:: ARG The very idea is unfathomable! Pain and suffering for such good people! We all make mistakes but come on let's be rational here! ::hops:: Such thinking is so arachic! Nest thing you know she'll call me a witch and throw me on a stake! And I'd be honored to go the way Joan went! :P Take that EVIL WENCH!!! ::shoots hang motion:: Grr I so want to beat her into the ground! ::sigh:: I shouldn't get so worked up it's not the way of an enightened person. An enlightened person isn't violent....BUT I REALLY WANT TO GET RID OF HER!!...but....that's not right...I'm better than that....::closes eyes trying to calm down::.........::exhale deeply:: I'm going to go...do something to work this off...Later Guys

Kim

Don't tell me what to think, 'cause I don't care this time
Don't tell me what to believe, 'cause you won't be there
To catch me when I fall
But you'll need me when I'm not here at all
Miss me when I'm gone again

I'm goin' down in flames
I'm fallin' into this again
I'm goin' down in flames
I'm fallin' into this again

Don't tell me how life is, 'cause I don't really wanna know
Don't tell me how this game ends, 'cause we'll just see how it goes.
Catch me when I fall
Or you'll need me when I'm not here at all
Miss me when I'm gone again.

I'm goin' down in flames
I'm fallin' into this again
I'm goin' down in flames
I'm fallin' into this again
Now all the way down here I'm falling all the way
All the way down here I'm falling again now.
I'm falling down, I'm falling down, I'm falling down

I'm goin' down in flames
I'm fallin' into this again
I'm goin' down in flames
I'm fallin' into this again

Now all the way down here I'm falling all the way
All the way down here I'm falling again now.
I'm falling down.